Would a girl make a big fuss over boyfriend having a meal with friends? would she get jealous when her boyfriend talk to friends? would a boyfriend give up bread for love? would a boyfriend ask his girlfriend's whereabouts wherever she goes? what is true love all about? scandals after scandals still be with each other? being loved? its a huge question.
should a fickleminded gf blame her bf for having a meal other girls, when she herself is interested in another guy even before their relationship and even lasted till now? should she be blamed for all the hurt and pain that will befall them (she, bf and her third party)? it has never been clear who is the third party. she like the guy, the guy like her, bf like her, she together with bf.
she's the main cause and that's for sure. is she just playing with love? when so many people yearned to be loved and for true love and she's playing with LOVE? Doesn't she know that it'll cause hurt and pain for everyone of them? Doesn't she even spare a thought for the feeling of the one she love? well, its their business, i shouldn't be poking around other people's business.
As for me, even if my bf had a change of heart, i will have nothing to say. For being truthful, i am not a very much 'good' gf. over the 3 years ( i suppose), i had been a little fickleminded for maybe twice consecutively in a very short period of time(like 4 months?).
oh..
it brings me back to the Club MoMo day.. makes me think of
oh whatever.
then it brings me back to the Zouk - Phuture day... ahh.. him~!
A very short yet sweet memory. A memory full of unfulfiled promises.
HE STILL OWE ME MCFLURRY~! (its only one of the promises he made)
okie, me too. =X
although after the plus and minus, we do not owe each other anything but i still hope that one day we could clear our debts... LOL!!
=) i shall never forget the nickname he like to call me Jan Jan.. and my stupid habit of dancing for rain (for him - cos it'll make his work easier) and i'm so accurate like a Witch.
that's how my nick Witch Jan Jan came about.
i simply love this nick. The reason? HIM!!
and it's kinda weird, weird + cute = ME!!! =Pp
i will treasure this nick. cos it's a nick that only belong to ME.. janet hu meihui~! and cos it's given by him. and cos he's the first one in this world who gave me a nick that i like. ha. XD
And whenever he try to encourage me, he'll say 'COS YOU ARE WITCH JAN JAN..
And that's why i love this nick also..
anyway, its late. i gotta go sleep le. tomorrow gotta work. =) being positive, i should say.. TOMORROW IS GOING TO BE A BETTER DAY~! lol..
ciao~
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