Gotta Buck up!!!!!

There's this funny feeling in me. Don't ask me why. cos i dunno why & won't state why. for everytime i see the pic, i felt so inferior (is tt de right word?). for everytime i see de smiles, i felt so sad(yet happy cos dere's happiness in de smiles). for the more i try, i fail more(ps: do u noe i got so tired of trying?).
BUT i know smth..
that is..
JANET HU MEI HUI
must not continue liddat!
cos it is not de u, u wanna be.
it is a LOUSY you, a WEAKER you!
you've always seek for a BETTER you, a STRONGER you!!
no matter, how tough it is, u must get over wif this.
it sux but its for a better u.
for if u r a better u, u will nt feel inferior in comparison to her.
JIAYOU!!!!!
*cos u r witch janjan, u can do it*
he'll say tt i guess. (=