Tuesday, November 04, 2003

EL paper 2 is H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E!!!!!! the qns 9 and 10.. i feel like killing myself in the examination hall..

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i juz cant understand why my mom dun let me go out to get some fresh air and also study with my fren. cant i have a change in my way of studying? maybe i can acheive better result? i juz dun understand her. whatever i want to do the answer i get from her is always N-O i feel tat i dun have any freedom anymore. i am like a bird kena the owner lock in cage, cannot fly.

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wait i really breakdown den she koe. all she want me is study work study work non-stop.. i am not a dog.. i dowan to e control by her.. i have my own mind.. i want my own freedom. she's happy about locking me in this hse but i am not happy at all.

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wad is happiness? i forgot the feel long ago.. i longed for the feeling of content and happiness which i use to feel. but when u leave, u took everything with you.. and left nothing for me. i long forgot the feeling of happiness and content. i am not happy at all.

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