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am i stupid?

i went to school today with eyes swollen like meat ball. cant even see my double eyelid. all thanks to the over 3 hrs of crying last night. gosh. mom tot wad happened.. i wish i can tell her all about it.. but.. i cant. i lied.. and told her its my amaths. sighz.

this is a total mess. dun anyone have the heart to stop hurting people? i mean not in the way when she's sad and u add on to it? well.. in case ppl dunno.. when u all r so close and u r the one who do it.. it hurts lor.. very much.. and is a difficult to 4get thing. might take weeks. might take mths. who koes?

graduated frm skss.. haa.. no nid go back sch le wor.. but somehow.. i think i will miss sch.. miss my dear classmates.. miss sitting beside leyi asking for advice.. miss my classroom.. miss my teachers.. miss the familiar environment.. miss the voices of my frens.. miss the noise my class make.. practically everything.. except.. waking up early.. today up on the stage.. i was the 1st to hug mrs quek.. i will certainly miss her alot alot..

crying cant help anything but it is difficult keeping everything in ur own heart.. perhaps crying is juz a side of being strong becoz after days and weeks of crying.. u would stand up and continue proceeding to the next level of ur life again.

i almost lose my $20++ waterbottle today.. thank goodness i find it back.. spend the day with cass.. went over to her hse.. coz i dun wish to stay at home look at my stupid handphone, waiting like a fool hoping for miracle to happen..

oh ya..

i will only be blogging on monday.. but everyday i will write dwn wad i wanna say.. and post it every monday if possible.. coz i want to study.. sorrie folks.. cya ard.. bye.