Thursday, July 24, 2003

i am extremely sad. extremely depressed. extremely insignificant. extremely nothing!

her her her. it is always her. wad am i? a tiny virus/bacterial tt naked eyes cant see? cant tt certain person koe how painful my heart is? it is always her, always her, always her! i am nothing. nothing. nothing! Who am i? Wad am i? Why am i so sad over this stupid thing? why? if u see me smile, it is juz a mask. u think i am really happy? no! coz i am nothing to this world. nothing to everyone. even him. i am always trying to control my emotions. always. right now, i feel like crying. but i wont cry. i wont. coz no1 will understand how i feel, coz they will onli think i am being wu li qu nao. a girl, a guy and a girl again. which girl can stand it? tell me.

i feel really dizzy now. sighz.

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