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i'm so damn bored with chinese... okie... long time nvr use tt word... i feel like changing my layout... i preferred my old one but it's difficult to get back the old one..right colour right font... sighz.. neway the old layout isnt great... juz an okie for me... not tt good...

something i've realise (i'm not gonna scream, "Eureka!!!" or smth liddat.. it isnt anything tt amazing,i could say.)... i rarely put my blog contents in paragraphs... i juz chunk them into one single paragraph... it's like no heading no ending no body.. no wonder my humanities so lousy... ya... my humanities is die-die-how-i-study-oso-fail results. F9 again(yap! it seem like it isnt me if i din fail it(with an F9) *sighz*)...it's always liddat..up down up down... i can get A1 den drop to F9... sighz... not tt i din study... i study as hard too.. I work for my grades and just because they aren't as brilliant as the good ones in my class doesn't mean that I didn't have to make an effort to earn them. And everyone seem to be looking down on me juz becoz my grades are oh-my-god lousy. okie.. i'll stop ranting..or ppl will think i'm a brat or wad...

okie...now my results... physics.. i din do well... dowan to tok about tt.. really disappointing.. i think i'll pray hard for my chemistry, or i thik i can give up my hope to get xiao bao bei (my hamster. nice name? i think i'll name my 2nd hamster (if i get it), xiao xin gan heehee.. =P) really wanted bao bei chinese... i got a B4 i think... 63.5... i will work ULTRA hard to score better than this kind of stupid grades i SHOULD NOT get. Biology.. slight improvement.. from fail to pass with B.. 65.5... okie lah... still can improve... humanities..hmm... above already said le... lastly, my English P2.. i got an A1.. 40/50 ( no improvement at all.. *SoB sOb*)... i think tt'll cover up my loss of marks in P1.. i din finish the essay.. sighzz... only done the rebutter.. but i'm still scared... *worried* nvr see how scared when i receive my scripts today... i shut my eyes.. took the paper frm Mrs Ng, overturn it and slammed it on my desk.. den i sat down.. frm the back of the paper i saw a 20 circled in red. hah! i started smiling.. it's my summary.. thank god.. den i hop and jump and ran to join poh ing and geraldine.. but geraldine is sad over her grades.

enough of grades.. *headache* i've come more often to blog.. tt's becoz i'm extremely BORED!!!! k... i'm lonely... very. but it's better than hanging ard ppl who dun want be my frens. it seem like i force them to be my frens. i dowan tt. so, i rather be alone. i open my doors to everyone.. who wants to be frens with me.. i dun select ppl... i wun close the door.. everyone is welcome.. i think every year i had a situation... and i've to change to fit in with tt situation.. this year, i choose to change in this way to fit into this situation. i change, it's better than running away. Facing the fact is better than living in my own world, in dreams.

i am really bored. very very very. sianzzzzz arrrr. so sian until i go tok to my mom about her future sow-in-law.. her expectation of him. after mom tell me.. i go,"errrrr...errrr..rr" u think ur daughter so good?? i'm not gonna post her expectations here.. ask me if wanna know. but most important thing now is to study hard.. so, i can put all this aside 1st. i want good grades... i'm not gonna juz work hard for it.. i wanna work harder than anyone else.. i may not get brilliant grades but at least i know i did my very best.. my very very best. and tt's all i want. dui de qi wo zi ji.

i go study le.. goodbye. i still bored. anyone free pls sms me or call me (hotline is for gals only). =D u are not disturbing, dun worry. i need a rest too. ^.^ kk byee byee.. i am really bored and lonely. *sighz*